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hello. am feeling so confused right now. shld i make the first move? or wait for God to lead me..... obviously its to let God lead me . but i cant stop thinking. what to do. sigh.... :(

Sister-like Godsister

was talking to jie on msn just now, she was telling me how she felt abt her and matt. sigh feel so sad just reading what she typed, although i dont really know how she feels exactly. as a godsister(or rather, like a real sister) i feel sad. really love her really, and i want her to be as happy as she can be. i knw she wants to have a great man, wonderful wedding. i mean really. sometimes she may seem like she hates her family, but i know she doesnt. she loves them but.. i dont know its just the way they show their love for her, and she somehow doesnt take it well that way. but anw, back to the point. she was telling me how she felt, that God deserted her, giving her so much hope with a faithful christian man, and now shes fallen so low. how can i help her? only to Pray more, and as much as i can for her.. sigh.. feel kinda useless as a sister not to be able to help but, i really duno what to do. seems wrong to email mattm and tell him everything, but i really feel like doing it. i mean, thats the only way?

why is it that two people who obviously love one another but because of one thing that happened they give up on each other? i mean.. maybe jie was indecisive at that point but, im pretty sure she has made up her mind now..

praying to You Lord, to protect her, keep her safe. Help her with wisdom and strength, and most imptly faith in You. to trust in You and leave everything in Your hands. Amen.

love you jie.

Heaven bend to take my hand
And lead me through the fire
Be the long awaited answer
To a long and painful fight

Truth be told I've tried my best
But somewhere along the way
I got caught up in all there was to offer
And the cost was so much more than I could bear

Though I've tried, I've fallen...
I have sunk so low
I messed up
Better I should know
So don't come round here
And tell me I told you so...

We all begin with good intent
Love was raw and young
We believed that we could change ourselves
THe past could be undone
But we carry on our backs the burden
Time always reveals
In the lonely light of morning
In the wound that would not heal
It's the bitter taste of losing everything
That I've held so dear.

I've fallen...
I have sunk so low
I messed up
Better I should know
So don't come round here
And tell me I told you so...

Heaven bend to take my hand
Nowhere left to turn
I'm lost to those I thought were friends
To everyone I know
Oh they turn their heads embarassed
Pretend that they don't see
But it's one missed step
One slip before you know it
And there doesn't seem a way to be redeemed

Though I've tried, I've fallen...
I have sunk so low
I messed up
Better I should know
So don't come round here
And tell me I told you so...
[2X]



loving this song currently. and what is this feeling in me? i don't understand myself........ :S wish i could. but i can't.

hello, goodbye my friend

friends can take many forms. hi-bye friends, good close friends, bla bla ( actually i cant think of anymore). but no matter what kind, they're all impt to me. :) every single one of my friends i really treasure, and never want to lose!

'fought' with Bryan today. quarreled. both of us hot tempered and irritable people. sigh but we're ok now! i really hope it wont happen again ( Lord pls help me control my temper and anger and be more forgiving plssss amen) and that tmr onwards we'll be as good as any other day. although i kinda dislike my class, as in like. not because of any particular person but id rather be with dba10 (DUH) . but i really do appreciate what the guys have been doing. taking care of me cos im the only girl, being super nice and trying their best not to take me for granted. luv those guys 4 that.

ihmihmihmihmihmihmihm!!!!